2011-06-26

mobile

apparently I just found out how to mobile blog few days ago, found a apps that is so easy to use and get with it, and this post is just a test run of it. should active back it blogging tho. many thing had gone to perfect to worse, up and down in many ways and many problem, too much to just write it out. I'll try my best to write it out. for now it's the end of this post.

2010-12-23

I've try

I've try my best, i pass my own stage, kinda felt proud to myself. I've never done that to anyone else but only you.. i'm scare, who knows you will fall into other devil hands, i rather you fall into my hands, because i believe in myself. it's your decision. whatever decision you made i will accept it. As long as you are happy with it i'm happy. multi emotion flowing here and there. what i only can do is hope. Pray hard.

|~Imperfection is there of course~|

2010-12-15

Dedicate To You !



For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life



|3 year that i past with, never regret, I've learn a lot, I'm hoping i'm sorry will open your mind to love in your life| 
|~Imperfection is there of course~|

2010-12-14

all i wan~

1st day of exam finish.. Manage to remember the point but it depends on what the marker of the papers think tho.. it's funny when you doing your exam and communicate with your friends with non-verbal, which is kinda far away. X'mas around the sharp corner ! everyone is making wish, buying present to exchange, bla bla bla. But i was planning other thing. i shall step it up the game ! I'm doing it without planning and as i said i like to let it flow. If you know what i'm saying wish me luck, if you don't wish me luck too. Hahah
ps: the one who close with me shall know tho. Wink !


[all i want for x'mas is you]
|~Imperfection is there of course~|

2010-12-12

Life's a Struggle

Life is like games, we have tasks, we have quests. Once we get over with certain tasks or quests we move on to another. I've regret that i see a lot, but i never regret why i live now. I see hustlers, i see love. life is always up and down like papers flow with the wind.

Here you go guys! This guy is a legend ! R.I.P



|~Imperfection is there of course~|

2010-10-25

"If I Die Young" - The Band Perry - Sam Tsui



If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She’ll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain’t always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain’t even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I’ve
Never known the lovin’ of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there’s a
Boy here in town says he’ll, love my forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I’ll sell them for a dollar
They’re worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when your dead how people start listenin’

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls


|~Imperfection is there of course~|

2010-10-10

Why it has to be now

Too much have happen, to be more straight forward, it's been so long i never felt this kind of feeling that i had in the past 4 years. I thought that once it's past i will not be able to have this feeling again but until recently it came back to me spontaneously, it gave a big impact that almost affect me all the time. as i grew up i thought that i'm able to not worry about love and just get along with it. But she was so special that almost turn me upside down as she just not a ordinary girl. I can feel that she revive my dry/tired/exhausted/dead heart and even stronger than before. But it's not always we had smooth sweet story in out life as she so special that turn up i got a lot competitors around. Even if you cure a cut theres always scar. I'm not that strong as i use to be, i admit that i'm weak.. and why it has to be now? I hope the we have the fate of being together..

Even it's a special day for most of human out there but not for me..

Morning of 10/10/2010

|~Imperfection is there of course~|