Time X life

It's been such a long time that I don't even write a single stuff in here the reasons was I got some other source of expression but when times passes we get over with it we either move on or we get back. But for me, its neither move on or get back because it is just a place for you to express. Many up and down as you see in the past or I can say in 531 days or 1 year 5 month and 12 days. We travel to Thailand, hong kong, And a lot other places for the sake of my first time experience. But it slowly flip into a memory as I writing this piece. You are right that I only do the thinking but never do the thingy. I agree I do think a lot, but sometimes it just a thought. I couldn't even think of what to do next as life become so out of time. So many have to do in a short time. I could think of you the entire time but not knowing by others. That's what I'm great off. For some reasons I think it is the best way for you, you could get the life you one by sacrificing my life. You could get the happiness by sacrificing my happiness, you could get the health by sacrificing my health and you could get your wealth as I sacrificing my heart. All I can do is just wish you from the far end and not knowing by you. As tears are collecting in the eyeball, heart pounding to the mad. Wishing you is the only thing.


(in the room with the black chair alone)

The Different

the girls could ask the guys to separate them temporarily and let them cold down or calm down but when a guys told them the same thing the girls will think of the world going to be the end and the guys don't love them anymore, etc etc. Did they ever though of the guys could felt the same? in my perspective, NO!
they would not know that the guys could felt the same as them.

girls always say and cry that how they hurt how they this, and say that guys don't care about them, and I wonder , how would they even know that? maybe because they did not care the guys and reflect to themselves.

no offense to girls actually, just expressing myself. to boys, good luck of discovering girls.

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mobile

apparently I just found out how to mobile blog few days ago, found a apps that is so easy to use and get with it, and this post is just a test run of it. should active back it blogging tho. many thing had gone to perfect to worse, up and down in many ways and many problem, too much to just write it out. I'll try my best to write it out. for now it's the end of this post.

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I've try

I've try my best, i pass my own stage, kinda felt proud to myself. I've never done that to anyone else but only you.. i'm scare, who knows you will fall into other devil hands, i rather you fall into my hands, because i believe in myself. it's your decision. whatever decision you made i will accept it. As long as you are happy with it i'm happy. multi emotion flowing here and there. what i only can do is hope. Pray hard.

|~Imperfection is there of course~|

Dedicate To You !

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life


|3 year that i past with, never regret, I've learn a lot, I'm hoping i'm sorry will open your mind to love in your life| 
|~Imperfection is there of course~|

all i wan~

1st day of exam finish.. Manage to remember the point but it depends on what the marker of the papers think tho.. it's funny when you doing your exam and communicate with your friends with non-verbal, which is kinda far away. X'mas around the sharp corner ! everyone is making wish, buying present to exchange, bla bla bla. But i was planning other thing. i shall step it up the game ! I'm doing it without planning and as i said i like to let it flow. If you know what i'm saying wish me luck, if you don't wish me luck too. Hahah
ps: the one who close with me shall know tho. Wink !


[all i want for x'mas is you]
|~Imperfection is there of course~|

Life's a Struggle

Life is like games, we have tasks, we have quests. Once we get over with certain tasks or quests we move on to another. I've regret that i see a lot, but i never regret why i live now. I see hustlers, i see love. life is always up and down like papers flow with the wind.

Here you go guys! This guy is a legend ! R.I.P



|~Imperfection is there of course~|